Bewildered

this diwali has been an emotional turmoil.these past days i was wondering what do i write about?but now concluded on puting forth my thoughts in this blog.has anyone felt like they were in a cross road where they were captured in the center of it?where they were locked or bound in a human circle of expectations exactly opposite to atleast one person in the same circle?have there been such moments where the whole world had gone in a blur because of your own conflicting mind or fickle emotions?have there been times where one's happiness seems to a heartbreak to another??can it be so that what's good for us actually hurts us the most?can it be that whats right for others is wrong to me and whats right for me is wrong to others?in all these questions and no answers to seek,is it a crime to follow our heart?to break myself free from this complicatedly linked emotional prison am bound to break a few links considering its good for them,but is it really?i had thought that everything does'nt last,still think so,am i wrong?while my life was a beautiful tapestry with spools of threads thrown in due to the presense of a few people its heartbreaking to pull a few out and leave an unfinished picture....an unfinished picture called experience which fills itself again with threads of courage which turns out to be a distinct picture of life...a courage which lends the strength to move on no matter what awaits you at the end of the dark tunnel.as light follows darkness in myths...i hope this light fills in the life of people who have moved ahead or are left behind....i wish this diwali their life's loose threads get tied up and gives them an oppertunity to seek their happiness......i also wish i could gift a little happiness to them too..